{"id":120,"date":"2026-10-01T14:12:19","date_gmt":"2026-10-01T14:12:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/imaginarylost.space\/?p=120"},"modified":"2026-10-01T15:04:27","modified_gmt":"2026-10-01T15:04:27","slug":"nevolte-norberta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/imaginarylost.space\/?p=120","title":{"rendered":"Nevolte Norberta"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

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Sor\u00e1\u010d
J\u00e1 v\u00edm, nem\u011bla bych. Jen\u017ee v\u00edte, ned\u00e1 mi to. Kouk\u00e1te na m\u011b, jako bych pr\u00e1v\u011b p\u0159i\u0161la z n\u011bjak\u00e9ho star\u00e9ho hradu, h\u0159bitova nebo d\u00e1vno ztracen\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhu, a n\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed z v\u00e1s si nejsp\u00ed\u0161 p\u0159edstavuj\u00ed, \u017ee je rok 1757. Tahle p\u0159edstava m\u011b poka\u017ed\u00e9 pobav\u00ed.
Mil\u00e1nkov\u00e9, p\u00ed\u0161e se rok 5098. Co bylo mezi t\u00edm, nebudu rozeb\u00edrat. Nem\u00e1 to cenu. Z t\u00e9 doby u\u017e d\u00e1vno nikdo ne\u017eije a v\u011bt\u0161ina t\u011bch, kte\u0159\u00ed si byli jist\u00ed, \u017ee budou nav\u017edy zapsan\u00ed v d\u011bjin\u00e1ch, zmizela d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e jejich jm\u00e9na sta\u010dil pohltit mech.
Aby ale nedo\u0161lo k omylu, ne v\u0161echno jste pokazili sami. Byla jsem u toho. V\u00edc, ne\u017e si mysl\u00edte. A pr\u00e1v\u011b proto v\u00e1m dlu\u017e\u00edm omluvu. Ne n\u011bjakou velkou a slavnostn\u00ed. \u00dapln\u011b oby\u010dejnou.
Mohla jsem zabr\u00e1nit tomu, abyste zvolili Norberta.
Mohla. Neud\u011blala jsem to.
Sor\u00e1\u010d.
Po n\u011bkolika tis\u00edc\u00edch letech z\u00edsk\u00e1 \u010dlov\u011bk zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed sebejistotu. Za\u010dne v\u011b\u0159it, \u017ee pozn\u00e1 v\u0161echny vzorce, v\u0161echny slep\u00e9 uli\u010dky a v\u0161echny chyby je\u0161t\u011b d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e se stanou. Jen\u017ee jistota je \u010dasto jen jin\u00e1 podoba nepozornosti. A Norbert mi to p\u0159ipomn\u011bl l\u00e9pe ne\u017e kdokoli jin\u00fd.
Nejsem \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 svat\u00e1. Kdy\u017e n\u011bco pokaz\u00edm, p\u0159izn\u00e1m to. Aspo\u0148 se o to sna\u017e\u00edm. D\u011bl\u00e1m, co \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, a \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, \u017ee tohle jsem podcenila.
Nen\u00ed to s v\u00e1mi jednoduch\u00e9. Nikde jsem nevid\u011bla druh jako ten v\u00e1\u0161. Procestovala jsem sv\u011bty, pozorovala civilizace, kter\u00e9 dok\u00e1zaly b\u011bhem jedin\u00e9 generace vy\u0159e\u0161it probl\u00e9my, s nimi\u017e se jin\u00e9 tr\u00e1pily tis\u00edce let, i bytosti schopn\u00e9 sd\u00edlet my\u0161lenky beze slov. A pak jsem se v\u017edycky vr\u00e1tila k lidem a zjistila, \u017ee po\u0159\u00e1d d\u011bl\u00e1te v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 ned\u00e1vaj\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd smysl.
A p\u0159esto vznikaj\u00ed p\u00edsn\u011b, to m\u011b trvale fascinuje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdysi jeden z v\u00e1s zp\u00edval o Nest\u00e1losti. Jmenoval se Schelinger. Netvrd\u00edm, \u017ee jsem tu p\u00edse\u0148 napsala. To by bylo p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 jednoduch\u00e9 a nav\u00edc nepravdiv\u00e9. Autorstv\u00ed pat\u0159\u00ed t\u011bm, kter\u00fdm pat\u0159\u00ed. Jen si n\u011bkdy \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, jestli jsem n\u00e1hodou nest\u00e1la n\u011bkde pobl\u00ed\u017e ve chv\u00edli, kdy se rodila prvn\u00ed my\u0161lenka. Jestli jsem nepro\u0161la kolem ve spr\u00e1vn\u00fd okam\u017eik, nepo\u0161eptala n\u011bkomu nen\u00e1padnou ot\u00e1zku nebo se neusm\u00e1la na spr\u00e1vn\u00e9ho \u010dlov\u011bka ve spr\u00e1vn\u00fd \u010das. Po takov\u00e9 dob\u011b u\u017e si nejsem jist\u00e1 ani j\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u010c\u00edm d\u00e9le v\u00e1s pozoruji, t\u00edm m\u00e9n\u011b si trouf\u00e1m tvrdit, \u017ee v\u00e1m rozum\u00edm. Myslela jsem si, \u017ee za t\u011bch n\u011bkolik tis\u00edc let pochop\u00edm, pro\u010d d\u011bl\u00e1te to, co d\u011bl\u00e1te. M\u00edsto toho jsem zjistila, \u017ee ka\u017ed\u00e1 odpov\u011b\u010f otev\u0159e dal\u0161\u00ed ot\u00e1zky. A mo\u017en\u00e1 pr\u00e1v\u011b proto se po\u0159\u00e1d vrac\u00edm.
Vid\u00edte tu br\u00e1nu za mnou? Tu starou kamennou v\u011bc zarostlou ko\u0159eny a mechem, kterou osv\u011btluje m\u011bs\u00edc? Nepostavili ji lid\u00e9. Nepostavila jsem ji ani j\u00e1. Je star\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e v\u011bt\u0161ina p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh\u016f, kter\u00e9 zn\u00e1m, a mlad\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e n\u011bkter\u00e9 chyby, kter\u00e9 si nesu dodnes.
Kdy\u017e j\u00ed projdu, cyklus za\u010dne znovu.
Tak tady stoj\u00edm, nap\u016fl v mlze a nap\u016fl ve vzpom\u00ednk\u00e1ch, a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm, jestli jsem se od minula nau\u010dila dost. Jestli budu tentokr\u00e1t pozorn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Jestli si v\u0161imnu Norberta d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e bude pozd\u011b. A jestli kone\u010dn\u011b pochop\u00edm, pro\u010d mezi v\u0161emi sv\u011bty, kter\u00e9 zn\u00e1m, existuje jen jeden, kam se vrac\u00edm znovu a znovu, proto\u017ee p\u0159es v\u0161echen chaos, kter\u00fd kolem sebe vytv\u00e1\u0159\u00edte, je na v\u00e1s n\u011bco zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edho. N\u011bco, co neum\u00edm pojmenovat. N\u011bco, co ve vesm\u00edru nenach\u00e1z\u00edm nikde jinde. A mo\u017en\u00e1 pr\u00e1v\u011b ta nepochopiteln\u00e1 sm\u011bsice po\u0161etilosti, odvahy, tvrdohlavosti a nad\u011bje je d\u016fvodem, pro\u010d nedok\u00e1\u017eu odej\u00edt nadobro.
Tak se dr\u017ete, lidi. Za chv\u00edli projdu branou a d\u00e1me si to znovu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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